...this didn't work out

I had to start over...

Three years ago, I spent months building a course.

I put my heart and soul into it.

I even wrote a book specifically for it.

I remember being up late on weeknights and weekends working on it non-stop. I felt so close to the vision I could almost touch it.

100+ people signed up for the free version of the book.

So I just knew it would take off once it officially launched.

It didn’t.

The paid signups were minimal… very minimal… and slow. And even though I was grateful for the people who signed up…

…a part of me still felt defeated.

After the launch, I stopped creating videos. I stopped posting messages. I went deep into my head wondering if this would ever take care of me.

My mind was replaying scenarios of me being homeless with no place to live.

I started to wonder if I should walk away completely… or go back to my old life where everything was… “predictable”.

But I couldn’t. My heart was in it. I had come too far.

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You might be thinking… “Well Morcie, you just needed a new strategy.”

…and yes that’s true, but more than anything I needed to get out of my head so I could have the mental and emotional capacity to even try a new strategy.

Because that’s what this journey is about… trying new strategies… figuring it out… recognizing that you won’t always get it right on the first try.

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Today, as I write this to you, I see just how far these teachings have taken me… and continue to take me.

I learned to recognize each situation for what it is…

… and to let the emotions move through me without letting them make my decisions.

On my hardest days, I remember that I’ve been through this before. And I don’t want to go back to the mentality that made me stop doing what brings me joy.

That’s what 7 years looks like. It wasn’t a straight line.

It was a journey of experiencing the willingness to begin again.

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Whatever you've been going through…

Wherever you've had to begin again…

The 1-on-1 is where you lay it all down.

Without this… the next time your vision doesn't go as planned, you go back into your thoughts.

Fears of the future creep back in…

…and the mental and emotional energy you need to keep going drains before you even realize it.

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My 1-on-1 sessions reflect 7 years of deep work, direct experience, and an undivided presence that meets you without trying to fix you.

I don’t offer them casually.

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